1st of all, yesterday was the the ultimate most pissed off day i ever had!
it hit my boiling point that blow up!
1st is by a student nurse..from NP ngee ann! really lo!!
yr3 and already graduating in 1 week time...
i would definately fail her if i am her preceptor


1st , when she came for her graduating posting, i nv like her..
cos she would order other nurses to do work ..
den she just use mouth to order pple to do things ...
den all other nurses like the enrolled nurse is super pissed with her action--
never say can u help mi do this?
just tell the person straight--do this do that...
and 1st to begin with u are not the senior person,
u never ask the in charge is it okay to do dis or that?
u ask the junior nurse to do what u say..
what makes u so sure what u ask others to do is right or wrong.....
never show respect to ur seniors!

2nd , do things all half way ..super gan chiong...all do do then do to do another thing
3rd, never follow up ur stuff... e.g. never follow up with when is the chemo is coming back, when is the pt is waiting for chemo to be given then she can go hm...
nv check wad medications is needed to be obtain for pre-chemo meds...
4th, nv follow up what is the timing to give the medications
5th go 1hr break...nv go help the junior nurse if they need any help...

i am the one who oversee everything she does (i am in charge of the pts )....she is suppose to lighten /to help the staff in charge..
but i end up collecting all the shit!
SHIT!!
i followed up on everything, i clear all the rubbish dat was left behind...
i make all the phone calls dat was to follow up on the things that was left hanging there...
discharge my pt w/o casesheet --nv check the notes b4 discharging my pt, in case if drs just come write sth important dat determine whether the discharge /any important appt to obtain?
shouldnt i blow my temper?

I really showed my super duper black nasty facce!
i dont care ...u noe i am very angry ...u been here for almost3months..didnt u learnt sth?
PISSED OFF!..

and also a Senior staff nurse...is nagging at my ear all the time....do this to do that..do the teaching--and like told mi wad to do in front of the relatives off the pt..i noe what i am doing, but its just that u and me got different habits of doing the steps of teaching...
just like i am a left handed- i do things from left to right...opp from u all...i believe what i did does not result in any major mistake!
if u tink i am not gd enough..u jolly well do all the teaching and stopping telling mi wad to do!
its so stressful to be in between u and the relatives and the surrounding student!
its like putting me down in front of others..
do u know how it felt??

and when i doing a discharging...to a pt whose relative is the (ADN)assistant nursing director of sgh
i am the one doing the discharge..and the ssn is there talking to the ADN and when i explain to the discharge documents to the pt and relative, she will come talk talk...saying things a lil different from my my explainations...

i just totally feel dat i might as well dont dischage the pt...its again so stressful to be stuck in between her and the ADN and the pt!
it make me feel like a fool once again......

i had enough~~i hate working under this stupid condition!