i rather disappointed with life
i use to tot that if i willing to put in my heart and mind to do something i will get on the right track...
but somehow sometimes in life things just dun turn out the way u wanna it to be...
just feeling very disppointed and unloved by the world

i used to get to the very top in life...no matter in sch acdamic results, CCA, right from pri to sec and if i set my heart to do something, i will win the prize back...like any sch competition...from recital competition in sec2 i got champion, to present sch in speak chinese campagin , and the crystal growing competition in sec3 me and my friend amelia also made it to the 1st in whole sch...its like i haf the drive and motivation to keep me going in life...

but ever since u kinda left my world.
nothing seems right...i hate life dunno what to do ..just feelling so restless and tired...

wonder can you be my motivation to help me get thru life?
i really need to get thru dis semester of yr 3

i need u ...can u be there?
i miss u though i see u all the time
serious