i really kinda lazy to update recently...
last fri, so unknowing being called by lecturer to perform the skills ( which is a test!! )
so toopid of me lo... i did pass la..but i am greedy haha cos i miss out some parts in the skills though didnt fail me but i noe my mistake..its was a BIG one definately going to cost me many MARKS gone... =/

i find i like to be in power...
in control...
demanding,
arrogant,
i can only find these words to describe myself...cos i noe i am nv happy with what i have ...
always asking for more and more...
until pple unable to gif more..
cos that's what they haf in them...

i really GREEDY! haha just feel it dat way...cos i always do it..u shld noe?
i like to raise my voice, without knowing and i hurt u by doing dat...
i like to raise my voice to show out my anger, to let u know i am angry, can u give way to me? but end up u also shouting at me...and end up in unhappiness..dats always the case....

i feel u may not care after u scolded me, cos u did what u tink is right? den just leave me alone after dat?

but i know i cant leave it as what it is after that cos i care....

gotta go sch first le...update in time to come...