Saturday, September 16, 2006


16thseptember2006

i am down with flu, cough, slight fever, stomach pain...and body aching...
so umcomfortable...
ya how i wish it could be like last time when i am down with all this, he is there to take care of me...watch me slp and cuddle and really watch over me...really take care of me...and his mum will buy food or cook some tonic soup for me...make feel the warmth...

but it can nv...its alright...i always very fever prone i guess almost every month will get once? and sick is always de...nobody can take care of me forever, onli i can take care of myself ,by not making myself fall sick...perhaps recently i nv slp well enough...i have the amt(quantity) of slp but not quality of slp...cos at night often wake up...check my phone mayb i am too used to it already cos he last time used to msg me very late and i got too used to it and cant change now and then ba...
and i often wake up dunno why den after awhile den will fall back asleep...that's why i often seem to be so legthargic (tired-looking) during the day...
and my life goes on like dat...
and i have several more projects to complete plus my skills theory test and practical test is coming....i somehow nv listen much to lesson...daydream ? i wonder can i get thru dis time ?


thanks for **ur care...i know u will not be there for me always...but i know if i were to look for u , u will not forsake me.. u will accompany me and cheer me up..u want me to learn to be strong and independent...i will learn and not trouble u too much de... thanks**

i appreciate it



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