ya..what u have said might be true..
why we have to blog our day all the time?
to let others noes our tots and feelings?

i afraid to tell u my tots, how am i feeling right now...
perhaps u dont wish to noe..
but i will not say out here to hurt ur feeling by all my tots and feelings...or to let u feel dat uneasy or think too much abt my words

i am so lost...
all i can do is to hide back into my own comfort shell...
there's nothing i wanna do right now...just wanna hide but yet wanna see u...
i know i see u my tears will just unable to control and it just came running down...

my life seems to be top of the world
but after my grandpa demise, my closing of my GB, the lost of my loved one...
i came tumbling down...to the foot of the hill..

everything dun seems to go in place...even in sch...
everything just kinda went wrong, all the presentations just dont seem to get them right and all haf to go thru rushness, and and didnt get as good grades as b4 and pple named us the "smarties" cos we used to be among the top and just everything isnt right
and i am not in my right mind now...

going thru this rough patch.
thanks to all pple concern abt me...
but just wish i will go out from my mood disorder soon...cos i will tend to be very happy at one moment and the next moment at the worse mood and started tearing away...

thanks to who ask me to seek GOD back...i will try slowly...
thanks...