Sunday, April 09, 2006


8th april 06

hmm..its been someitme since i blog already.
been rather busy with my exams, been to hospital to vist my grandpa..
finally exams are over..
But yet my grandpa is gone too..i really just cant believe it till today..
i just really misses him alot!
i didnt take much care of him when he is ard..i onli went down to visit him when my mom went down to his place to visit him..its was onli until he was hospitalised, me and my cousin brought him down to hospital..dat was when i begin take care of him, the first time i ever held his hand, when he was unconscious, the first time i helped him clean his eyes, when he still conscious and alert..there is so many things i did it for the first time for my dearest grandpa..
i really misses him...me and cousins and sisters really love him from our heart..we still thinking back abt the past how he doted on us, how well he treat us, always asking us want to eat anot? he go and buy for us..he loves to go round whole Singapore to walk walk..buy things..he was actually strong and healthy! and loves to eat too! my cousin said he used to ride bicycle to work and come back , she will always be there to wait for him come back, just call him "Ah Gong" he will smile..
we always call him ah gong he will just return us with a smile..thats a very touching feeling..
we actually dont noe that everytime at night in hospital, he always rushed us to go back home, and yet he the night he is in diffculty, coughing thru the night,sometimes breathless, he suffering by himself, yet he dont wanna us to worry..
i really very upset abt this..i just wanna let him noe, we are always there, dont be afraid to share with us, let us share it together..
He is great grandpa! he always tink for his children and his grandchildren, he put us first b4 himself, always do things for our convience...i really very touched by him, his noblity, his care for the family , self-sacrifice action! i admire him!
he is really too great , beyond any descriptions!


WE LOVE YOU AH GONG!


we will always miss u and ah ma so dearly from our hearts!

dont worry abt us anymore, we will learn to take care of ourselves!
hope dat u are reunited with ah ma already... take good care of yourselves!

& I hijacked a rainbow @ 2:43 PM